Its always tough I guess when out of nowhere it seems (most of the time) you find yourself in a situation wondering how the fukc did I get here...unfortunately it happens, or more correctly happened to me, home life etc is great, but professionally things couldn't be more left field than what they are, its like you wake up and its impossible to connect the world before you fell asleep with the one you awoke to...I feel like a piece went missing, that's how strange things have been for me the last few weeks. What irks the most is the fact that I didn't see it coming, and normally (mostly) I always do!! but that's life, time for resilience, even if, for the moment there is no understanding....
And so the time comes for change, and to embrace it is a given, for to not do so equates to a parochial world view akin to a peephole...We are what we live, what we yearn for deep inside and how we strive to make that real. I hold ethics and trust high on my moral outlook but keeping those grounded in reality is sometimes more challenging than I thought. The world has it's own rules it seems, and like I've said before, its easy to give advice, its quite another to test its validity at the point of contact...I'm reminded of a speech by Roosevelt, part of which states the following. " It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does ...
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